Sunday, July 23, 2006

The day

It inches near, slowly but confidently, until it's looming right on our faces.

I know I should be happy, *must* be happy, but I dont know. Our wishes are about to be granted, we are finally going to achieve what we're striving for the last three years, but I don't know. There's a big smile plastered across my face, but I don't know. People think I am the luckiest man on earth, but I don't know.

I wouldnt know it until I learn to overcome my shortcomings. Isnt the first step in problem-solving the identification of the problem? I have taken the first step, I need help through the rest. I dont want to feel I am trying for everything without any rewards. I dont want to be left alone.

I was an introvert, maybe somewhere deep inside I still have the tendencies, but I am trying to come out of it. I cannot be at gregarious the very next moment, it should be a gradual process.

I feel miserable, but I am shedding my skin. I am changing, and I want people to appreciate.

I accept my mistakes, and of those who are related to me. In no way I'd do anything to hurt anyone, nor I'd indirectly encourage any such activity. People have the tendency to misunderstand situations, and things do not always go exactly by our wishes.

Still, I love you, and I dont want you to feel alone.

So girl, welcome, officially, to my life. We are an irresistable team, and we will always be. Thanks for making my life technicolored!

12 comments:

sid said...

why does it sound like u got married and not ur brother. :S

mayya said...

Actually it sounds as if you got engaged

uXuf said...

Lol yep, sort of. :)

mayya said...

do we congratulate you and ask you for a treat and demand to meet our bhabhi? :D

uXuf said...

of course you can ask for a treat and meet her...

woh alag baat hai k i ll agree or not :P

Raheel said...

ab tumhari bakri ka kia hoga.. uske liye bhi koi dhoond lo.

chalo advance main congratz.. yaa yun kaho ke congratz hi congratz.

uXuf said...

bakri ko bakra chahiye hoga na, mein kya karsakta hoon is baray mein :P

but please not MTV Bakra!

Unaiza Nasim said...

hey congrats:) seems u got hooked up OFFICIALLY:)
And dont worry that's exactly how one partner goes through:) The big smile on face but dunno fears inside:)
All da best !

Sanchari said...

CONGRATS!!!!!

9jia said...

heyyyy ... tumnai mujhai bhi nahi bataya aur na he invite kya :S
kab hoyee kis sai hoyee??? ... pic lagao yahan pe unki!!!!!
n yeah congrats :)

uXuf said...

Unaiza: Thanks. Happens all the time, that's lifedotcom. One's never too sure...

Sanchari: Thanks :D

9jia: Its not my fault that you arent in touch. I tried to call u to invite, but couldnt get thru :\

Will call up in a few days n let u know the whole story :P

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